So I was digging through my old Xanga Blog and I found this poem I wrote 6 years ago in high school! wow..I was emo…ENJOY!
I sit alone
myself, alone,
no care, no thought
love has not grown..
absences of once before.
but no,
i remain,
the remains of all that was built
i dont fucking care anymore
i admit my own guilt
despite the tension of what was done.
if only,
if only i can erase all but one,
the one,
the one where we shared our lives togehter
where we promised eternity
where we swore our friendship..
two leaves on one tree
we fall apart
we split,
its gone…….
you moved on..
so quick, so swift
not thought of mind
what happened
what did i do
i just dont know anymore
seven days pass by
already committed to another guy?
what happened? what happened?
were all those months a lie..
deep down, my heart, one beat
i beat alone, my heart alone
because i am alone
not to be cared for..
for i am alone..